guhbye Vero.

the trip to Vero Beach was amazing. Valerie Van Benschoten is now
Valerie Bing. the wedding was amazing. why the hell was I crying? I
don't know. that's a first. I love Shyanne. she's ditzy, but amazing. my
best friend in Vero. the reception was siiick. we danced a reasonably
well Hula Show, I danced with random people, and was able to laugh and
have a truly good time.

the afterparty.....well..hahaha. that was something. Jonathan, the
groom's younger brother, Shyanne, Kyle and I were all underage but Val
and everyone brought us along with them to Waldo's. one of the nicest
bars along the beach I've ever been to. of course, I chose not to drink,
but Clayboy (shane) who is of age, and kyle and shyanne did. everyone
was waaaasted. cigars here and there. midnight walks on an empty beach.
it was a completely different feel. Jax Beach is so full of people who
roll around in conceit, ignorance and selfishness. we all came home, and
my hunnaaaay Clayboy ended up leaving to help in a search party for
Morgan, his sister's boyfriend. this morning, we finally got word that
the cops picked him up waaay downtown walking around drunk. haha.
everything is back in order now, as it should be.

I'm on the way home now. and I've never been so upset. I wouldn't mind
living here. its like jacksonville, but better. well, I'd rather live
with the Van Benschoten's where the parents even let loose and get
drunk, yet still are ridiculously responsible. after sitting on a bench,
jenn, chris, kyle, shyanne, my boyfriend and I were dying to have Mrs. V
take us home. and she did. no swerving or any inebriated driver signs
haha. Even Mo, my favorite new grandma, was partying.

I love everyone, I miss everyone.
this'll also be the only blog where you'll see a few pictures of me
without makeup haha.
--
jessieebugg.

indee_cah.

took a quick run to cvs with the sister today. and the 30 second car
ride there was ridiculous as usual. with her and myself laughing like
inebriated fools and dancing to the Flight of the Conchords soundtrack
(Who Likes to Rock the Party? esp.) it was beyond dull. a more
technicolor view than this seemingly forever I've been encountering. i
say I hate her, and sometimes I even think I do. but I know that I'll
never have to second-guess how much I love her.

I leave in the am for Vero Beach to do a hula show. I'm stoked. stoked
to be on the road with just the sister. stoked to meet Chris' family.
stoked to make a horrible first impression on Chris's parents.....well.
no. actually, yeah haha. anyway, early rise up tomorrow. I love you all.
and I miss my bestfriends.

disclaimer: Chris is Jennie's boyfriend, not mine.
--
jessieebugg.

someday we'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind us.

here I am, writing on this blank tmail, only to fill it with the
nonsense that's so indulging to internet readers. you really can find a
lot on here. but of course, I'm sure that by coming on across this here
blog is a perfect example.

with everything that's been in current event lately, I must admit that
the view from where I sit has been rather grey. and I cannot help but
wonder, if its a good or bad thing, that I'm learning to love and
appreciate more because of such horrible events. I'd like to think we
all should love and appreciate everything a little more than enough to
our satisfaction period. with or without a bad situation to bring that
to light. however, some of us are a bit hard-headed and thefore, to
reach this sort of conclusion, its easy to say that drastic times call
for drastic measures.

I have a lunchdate with an amazing friend+1 tomorrow and might as well
rest up. this whole,
"I'm-an-insomniac-and-1am-is-considered-still-daylight" nonsense is
becoming a problem.

goodnight my someone, goodnight.
--
jessieebugg.

vogue train and goodwill.

I got off work today, after 9 hours of standing and saying, "hi, howre
you today? can I help you find your size?" and "have a good one!"

after getting home, I had to get a few things together to donate towards
Goodwill. renovation and replacing floors calls for getting rid of as
much nonsense as my packrat habits have caused me to accumulate.

I ran into my Minnie Mouse piggybank (author's note: if its a mouse
piggybank, would it be a mousiebank?) and my old Dollhouse jewelry box
which I have decided to make my savings box!

then I got bored and decided to take pictures of ME. if my friends
weren't out of town, or atleast able to see me tonight, I'm sure they'd
be in these pictures.

oh, and I got to talking to an old friend today. its such a shame as to
how so much time has passed. and how we both have changed. nonetheless,
I'm sure he's still a nice guy. despite my recent opinions. sometimes
judgements don't last to have a permanent definition on a person. I can
always change my mind.

I love you all. goodnight.

--
jessieebugg.

too excited to share

going to the keys was extremely nice. my bestfriends, perverts, blue
water, night life. the works. although, I think I could've done without
a few events. and I don't just mean with the perverted sailors. oh well,
I love my friends anyway.

OH and foreign store owners crack me up. well, Coby does anyway.
--
jessieebugg.

pre-key

beyond stoked. the keys were calling my name. the islands Keys that is,
not the tool to open up locks to whatever your hiding from the world.
haha, anyway. sitting in spanish class was a total bore. a bunch of rap,
uno and nonsense. oh and ians beeehind.

--
jessieebugg.