love is old, love is new.

love is all, love is you.

I really wish I didn't work so much this summer. money's nice, but what
the hell am I to spend it on? I'm trying to break my materialistic
streak. sure having nice things will make me smile for a moments time,
but they'll end up being replaced, used and torn. what shirt will take
care of me when I'm sick? yeah, I didn't think you could answer that
one.

I find it poor logic to say that working under pressure allows one's
self to do better when it comes to planning events. people don't
understand that when they make an appointment with someone, that person
rearranges their whole life just to fit you in. cancelling last minute
or pushing back dates just makes things that much more complicated.
there's so much I want to say, but for now I'll bite my tongue.

"Love's not a grave, it won't decay in you."
I wish I could agree. I've lost the love of my life. the one guy I could
say "I love you" to and feel comfortable with it. for once, I'm at a
loss for words.

I've been having so much fun with my sister lately. I guess because I'm
at an age where 7 yrs difference, really doesn't make a difference. we
went all over town the other day. inward toward the city and back out to
our home at the beach. laughing, sharing secrets, etc. provoked such
laughter. loud laughter, if I may say. We turned heads and people
stared. nothing provokes speculation more, than the sight of a woman
enjoying herself.

I love you all.
-jLv
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