Lovers on the carousel won't ride forever.

^^^ that first one's my favorite, no doubt :]

its the first day of fall, how autumn!

and this is all I have to present for it. my life has turned to mush
ever since I switched schools and realized just how ignorant and lazy my
old school had made me. terrible.

on a lighter note, my family is well, my friends are even better.
butttttt, my brain has some serious damage control to take care of.
--
jessieebugg.

everybody's talking about bagism, shagism, dragism, madism.

racism,tagism,this-ism, that-ism, ism ism ism.

this was me, friday night. laying on my wooden floor. that's all.

someone, get me a puppy.

I went out to dinner for my pal Travis, he's 20 now. making the journey
we all must make, where we throw off all our constraints and come to
know ourselves through insight and experience. 20 years of experience,
that's a lot of time, but who knows if it was time well spent.

seeing, speaking. I've realized I do more seeing in a day than I do
speaking. I see strangers, everywhere, everyday. I don't speak to them.
"Momma always said to never talk to strangers." then again, I met a lot
of my dearest dearests by breaking that rule. rebel.

I cried on the phone with YOU. that wasn't supposed to happen. I told
myself I wouldn't show you if I was hurting. I told myself I couldn't. I
am IN love with you. there's no way around it. I've nothing to do but
wait, wait, wait. I'm used to it now though. if anyone took you away
from me, I don't think they'd realize how much that'd damage me, ruin
me. you're selfish, I'm selfish. I want you all to myself.

"im in love for the first time. dont you know its gonna last. its a
love that lasts forever, its a love that has no past."

first thought this morning:
1) I cried to the love of my life.
pathetic jess, I can't believe you.
--
jessieebugg.

from yours truly.

its friday night. just thought you should know.
--
jessieebugg.

I've got a basket of lemons and they all taste the same.

I should really consider updating this more often than I do, which is,
almost never. lets condense this one, grocery list style.

1) my sister has succesfully settled in her new NY apartment.

2) I have officially decided that I am only given 23 hours in a day,
there's never enough time.

3) I miss my friends, an incredible amount.

4) I adore Zac Mills, yeah that's right, I said it.

5) my room is a mess.

I purchased my Jason Mraz tickets this evening. I haven't seen this
brilliant man in over 3 years. he's the one thing I'm sure of when it
comes to who loves him more, me or you.

unfortunately, I have nothing left to say. my mind is all over the place
and each time I attempt to write a new line on here, I get distracted
and end up backspacingbackspacinbackspacing excessively to start another
new line pertaining to another thought that managed to jetset across my
mind.

this is where I end this rant.
oh! I played piano today, refreshing. you won't get it.

I love you all, especially the bored faces in the back.
jLv

via: sidekick
--
jessieebugg.