this was me, friday night. laying on my wooden floor. that's all.
someone, get me a puppy.
I went out to dinner for my pal Travis, he's 20 now. making the journey
we all must make, where we throw off all our constraints and come to
know ourselves through insight and experience. 20 years of experience,
that's a lot of time, but who knows if it was time well spent.
seeing, speaking. I've realized I do more seeing in a day than I do
speaking. I see strangers, everywhere, everyday. I don't speak to them.
"Momma always said to never talk to strangers." then again, I met a lot
of my dearest dearests by breaking that rule. rebel.
I cried on the phone with YOU. that wasn't supposed to happen. I told
myself I wouldn't show you if I was hurting. I told myself I couldn't. I
am IN love with you. there's no way around it. I've nothing to do but
wait, wait, wait. I'm used to it now though. if anyone took you away
from me, I don't think they'd realize how much that'd damage me, ruin
me. you're selfish, I'm selfish. I want you all to myself.
"im in love for the first time. dont you know its gonna last. its a
love that lasts forever, its a love that has no past."
first thought this morning:
1) I cried to the love of my life.
pathetic jess, I can't believe you.
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jessieebugg.
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