I'd like to keep it a secret.

so I'll have something left to give.

tomorrow is Halloween, the "Partyscene."
I also have a test tomorrow, skipping is out of the question.

I just love Chelsea, no questions.

Estee, sheesh, we'll ALWAYS be bestfriends. its just meant to be that
way haha.
^^^ speaking of estee. thanks to our evaluation of "dating" I've come to
the conclusion that I am now dating, opening up my eyes to the options I
have ;)

Courtney has become one of my best friends all over again and I love
that girl to death!

Tia and I have become better friends than I ever thought we could be. I
tell her pretty much everything now.

I miss Erica, really.

I miss Brandi, really.

I miss my sister mostly, she's the only one who's put up with me for my
16 years of breathing.

I had dinner the other night with my club at school. Jr. Civitan. It was
our Living History dinner with the elderly. I'll admit, while sitting in
Brooklyn's passenger seat of her VW beetle, I thought itd be awkward.
how do I interview the elderly? what if they can't understand me. I met
Fran, the sweetest woman alive. Alongside we're 3 others; outrageously
wild! they "don't go to Mcdonald's next door for the hamburgers, [they]
go for the boys!" I learned so much, I realized just how wise my elders
are.

I fought with my mom again. its funny how a mother and daughter are
sweet from birth, sour in the teens, and sweet again once the daughter
reaches adulthood. I called her 3 times @ work today just to apologize.
I love you Momma.

My dad is my number one man in my life. I love him so much. really, I
don't know what I'd do without him. he's everything. I love you Dad.

I don't know who I've become lately, and I really would like to go
back.
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jessieebugg.