minutes, I will have been breathing in the Earth's air for 16 yrs.
I'm no math student, but if I could multiply 365 days by 16 (leap years
included) then I'd use the result to emphasize this big deal.
did you know, the moment you're born, you're dying? weird right?
I want to thank everyone that has been in my life so far, regardless if
you've played a positive role in it or not. I would have seen what I
have seen without you, nor would I have heard what I have heard. I would
not have learned what I know, I would not be, who i am.
I once heard that Family is the most precious gift in life, and to turn
your back on them, is when you truly have nothing left. I am
appreciative in the sense that I do not have to ask myself this
question, but curious I will forever be; what if they turn their back on
you?
Friends are your extended family, the family members you choose in your
own personal imaginitive family. I am relieved and happy to say that I
have a rather large extended family, thank you all :)
I am still in love with the person who has more than shaped me into who
I am today. without him I would not be this sane. With you not around
anymore, I'm starting to realize how great of an impact you had and
still have on me. I miss you, please come back to me darling, dear.
Birthdays to me are like, well, its like regression. I regress back to
my childhood where I didn't wear half as much make up, where I didn't
talk like a such a dirty sailor, where I could bask in my innocence. How
do we grow so far apart from the way before because of a simple change
in numbers?
I'm going to sleep tonight, the last slumber of being 15. I never lived
up to my age, I actually exceeded it. 16 will never suit me, my current
age in a given time never will. My looks are too mature, my Mind is
young, but filled with the wisest of wisdom; received from my mother,
father, sister, everyone.
I love you all, so very much. From my youth to yours, Goodnight.
pictures: reeeecap!
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