Don't say a word just come over, and lie here with me.
I must say, 2009 was the fastest year of my life.
And possibly one of the most eventful, troubling, and moving years, at that.
I hope you greeted 2010 in the nicest and most enjoyable way possible, if we're gonna start something, we might as well start it off right.
Last year, i fell in love, i fell out of love.
I lied, i got in trouble (which by the way im still paying for! haha), i made friends, i lost friends, i fell, i got back up, i got lazy, i was productive, i gave, i took, i sang, i danced, i laughed, i cried...alot, but i laughed more.
And with all that, i still feel like i never accomplished much, honestly.
When i say i fell in love, i fell in love with the same person that i do, every time.
I met new people, yes, but settling is never any good...unless your a pilgrim or explorer.
(My Mom just asked me if i was listening to Rod Stewart...no, John Mayer, thanks.)
Im trying to be more motivated this year, trying to break my lazy habits.
Did you know it takes 21 days to break a habit?
try it, break one! it'll be fun. so far, i've gotten rid of nail-biting, cussing....almost, lying...sort of, and eating poorly...somewhat.
okay, it's not easy, but it's not hard either.
I've been asked to write a Philosophy paper, about my own philosophy on life.
to be honest, im excited. I'll be allowed to ramble on about what i think for once, without being stopped, and i'll be getting graded for it. good grade: rewarding and bad grade: still rewarding!
I'm ready to take on this year with an outlook that is as positive as positive gets.
I'm ready to work more, volunteer even more, and to love all that i can.
this year i'm doing nothing new, but doing what i always have, just a little better.
Take care, darlings.
-jLv
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