if that boy don't love you by now.

he will never, ever, never, ever, love you.


>>> HAHAHA!
the glow effect on my macbook helped me find my "sexy face"
well, according to my mom, anyway haha.

I'm coming down to the end of the 2nd quarter at school and i'm studying like crazy.
Which, i don't expect you to believe considering i'm writing this instead.
but thats okay.

Remember that one boy i told you about in my last entry, Zack?
Well, that didnt last long. In fact, within 12 hours of meeting the guy, i was completely done.
It took me a while to get over it and to laugh, so now i'm finally able to share the story with you.
Enjoy.

You know the story about how we met.
How i was creepy and giddy and waited inside Yogaberry for him to walk out of the restaurant next door and to walk passed the window?
And how he walked by, then walked back and came inside to ask me for my number?
WELL, forget how cute all that was.
I woke up the next morning to two missed calls and a voicemail.
Judging by the immediate timing between the two calls, i'd say the first call was intentional.
The second one, not so intentional. And as for the voicemail, definitely, unintentional.
I dialed up my voicemail and heres where it all starts.
After a good 5 minutes of hearing the guy and his friends laugh and scream in the most obvious of inebriated ways, i hear his buddies ask if he "called that asian girl yet."
He replied with a typical "yeah dude" and COULD have left it at that. but he continued...
"she didn't answer though. hope she calls back, man. she was so hot, i kept lookin' at her the whole time she was talkin' and just thought, 'dude, im gonna cum inside this girl!'..."
WHO.SAYS.THAT.
my jaw dropped to the floor and i honestly think i stopped breathing after hearing that.
Okay, i understand he was with his "boys" but if that's how you choose to talk about women and your attraction to them, don't look my way.
Now, i continued to listen to the message and he went on to dig himself into a deeper hole and talked about all of the people he associates with; all of which are people i cannot STAND.
i love everyone, i really do. But i wont go out of my way to speak to these people.
So, i ended the message and decided to text him, "thanks for butt dialing me and leaving me the longest message of my life!"
i COULD have said, "thanks for butt dialing me. just so you know, you wont be cumming anywhere near me; not beside me, not down the street from me, let alone inside of me."
but i didnt. i just ignored every call and text from him from that point on.
im disgusted with the male population, really.
that was unacceptable.
guys, be classy....or at least less disgustingly sleazy.

anyway, i'm ready for this week to be over.
but don't get me wrong, i'm thankful for each day that passes and that i've lived, as well as my family.
God is Love, y'all.

have a good one!
In Joy, Enjoy,
-jLv